After reading someone's blog totally made me felt such a failure..


She noes how to appreciate things/people, she noes how to treasure & i guess she will never regret, that too often when she loved, she did not say so.. cos she did it..


Me!! i got nothing in my life.. nothing i haf achieve.. i let frenz go, i never express things out, i always regret, things i wan i dun go for it, frenz?!! i dun even noe whether they r my frenz.. lolx.. of cuz sum i do feel it tat they treat me as frenz n i appreciated it a lotz.. but most?! lolx.. i wonder..


life is so pathetic.. everyone busy with their own things.. only when needed sumone then come n find u.. i nv deny i dun do tat.. so im pathetic too.. how sad..


I'm glad i met up with feli n yp yest(suppose to haf mx but she didnt make it..)..
Realli thank feli for ur cookies.. so sweet of u~~ ur cookies r the nicest.. even my fav, famous amos can't compare with yours.. cos thoughts + efforts + nice packaging + lovely little card + taste great = the best!! hahax..

& yp.. sumtimes i tink u r better frenz compare to myself.. u r understanding enuf.. i felt kinda disappointed cos i juz can't be like u, as understandin as u..


anyway no offence to wat i posted.. i'm not pointin to anyone.. maybe sum nt like wat i described.. n tat's wat frenz are for rite.. when need help, frenz r there.. but it's the matter how u approach.. aiya i dun noe wat im tokin abt..




Spotted tis quote:
"To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead."


-Bertrand Russell
Perhaps I'm fear of life..