r things realli over when it's not mention... unfortunately no.. its never over.. juz pretending its over.. cos i believe no one understand..

its busy week for me and everybody.. filled wf projects and tests.. But still plz go for band.. i wondered did i ever skip band due to test or project the last time.. did i, huiping?? heez.. i cant rmb.. im realli happy for my iaf test result.. i haf nv done well for any accounting test.. its my 1st time.. n tml giving out SM test result.. hoping good result!! shall see then..
my parent went to shanghai for holiday.. so im home wf my slibings.. everyday haf been very troubled of wat to eat for my dinner.. im missing my mum cooking.. n the floor is like so sticky.. none of us haf the time to mop the floor.. i cant find time.. but definitely my sisters n i will do it be4 my parent come back.. otherwise guess my mum will be so proud that we nd her.. hahax.. but indeed we realli nd her..

how?! how?! im regretting things again.. i regretted.. sighz~~ its the forth times.. n regretting the same things.. i always.. repeated mistakes.. overlooked things.. n tot tat i always noe wat i wan.. in fact.. always not sure..

n now im facing human common problem.. 'dilemma'.. in.. whether to go Sweden or buy new flute.. although i had already wrote my name in the confirmation list to go to Sweden but im thinking of new flute.. its juz like the opportunity cost.. wat did i lose after choosing either one decision? im desperate for my own flute.. but my dad said if i wan to go sweden, he can only pay for me half of the price of the new flute.. unless im not goin sweden, i can get my flute.. wat shld i do? if i wan my new flute, i will regret nt goin to sweden.. cant join the fun cos its realli fun goin tour wf the band.. but if i go sweden, wat flute shld i use to play in sweden n i haf to wait for my new flute cos i wun be able to save up in such a short while..
but still.. im doing my part.. im been trying to work at least once in a week.. now i got sum motivation to work towards more money so making myself to go to work is no more a problem for me..

toking about going overseas to study.. if i haf the chance, i will definitely go.. even if leaving frenz n family.. its the experience that counts.. if i can immigrate to australia, tat will be so great.. i can get close to my fav horse.. hmm.. god,plz help me get a australian bf.. haha.. kidding.. i would rather i work hard to be a rich woman n immigrate there myself..

i noe im bombing tis post.. well tat's the impact of nt updating for so long..