juz came back frm bbq.. today juz not the usual me.. frm morning, i oready feel very uneasy.. dun noe wat is bothering me.. i guess maybe i had been working frm wed till sat.. continuous workin then suddenly nv work, i felt so uncomfortable.. then partly i oso very tired.. early in the mornin got ppl disturbed me sleepin le.. juz a depressed day for me lah..
tis yr the freshie all so active lor.. they knew how to make themselves comfortable during the bbq.. then i felt so regretted.. i tink i too harsh when pushin the gal into water.. tat time so fed up.. juz wan to quickly push them down.. cos got one gal so irritating.. but tat irritating gal is not the one i pushed.. is another one.. that's y so regretful after pushing.. actually i wanted to push tat irritatin gal but sumbody is pushing oready.. haizz.. wat i had done is oready done.. luckily tat gal sporty enough.. i apologised to her after tat n offered extra clothing but she said she had one in her bag.. heng ar!! summore she came n hug me.. hahax.. wanting me to share her wetness.. quite fun gal to be with.. nice junior.. i like.. hahax..